#28 :
finallyyy.
now i finally realised life isnt as beautiful as you may think it is.
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first time here being pessimistic.
hohos : D
lol.
today is another typical day of oheight.
double math okayokayyy.
assembly sian.
double malayyy quite interesting(:
then literature got new project lerhhh.
):
so fast.
random-ed-team-ed with kent, wenjun, jiahe & hancheng.
not a bad group compared to others.
xD
then went for lep.
the only thing that woke me up is wenjun.
he's always down there waking me up.
LOL.
well, i guess you all dunno.
i always read others' blogs before posting mine.
no motive ; just purely habit.
haha.
but, its the habit that makes me grow terrible now.
i admit , i AM jealous. ):
YES.
I AM JEALOUS.
i feeel so ):
haiz.
so what if you said to yourself today would be wonderful ,
if you carry an optimistic mindset to face the dayy.
RUBBISH.
now this proves.
your words let me feel very terrible if you don'tknow.
i cant force you, i know.
but stop torturing me, FULL STOP.
and all these words make me think of what happened today.
SO WHAT if you got higher?
SO WHAT if you got the best?
JUST SIMPLY STOP YOUR STUPID ACTIONS.
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whyy am i so bad-tempered?
o.o
i may seem selfish & unreasonable blahblahblah.
but i don't think i have that courage to stand up anymore.
let me sit on the floor & never stand up again.
shenghui.