#166 :
I know, you're back to snatch everythinqq back.
Last year, you think i have grabbed everythinqq away from you, & i believe you're still unhappy bout it.
& i thought over it during the time on mrt.
i back up, you happy?
these are all your things, you take it back.
& forever please don try to piss me or something, this life is far tough for me to carry.
Although this is not my usual behaviour, or say, attitude,
but i really had enough.
i admit defeat, fine.
it's just that i am tired of playing tugofwar with you.
it is disgusting, & it is hell stressing.
if i can still take it, i will definitely stay on & fight with you until you dies in front of me.
but i want a peaceful life.
one that i will just be happy& smile easily.
i hate forcing reluctant smiles, it's so fake.
everything is yours initially, & because of that careless move of mine, you think i have already won.
your stubborn atitude is never satisfying,
fair enough,
i return everything that is yours in the first day of school.
i am seriously tired, i am really tired.
please, take and leave.
forever don come back.
Thru all these, i have come hard.
its not easy, but luckily, theres another you standing beside me tapping my shoulders.
& manymany others behind me cheering me on.
i will not fall,
& this will be the last time, i frown, i promise.
thanks all of you, who did me good,
& of course, you, who still says "You have me."
iloveyou.