317: 心痛
Wednesday, July 8 @ 21:50
Apologies,
I will post on HCMAS this coming weekend,
cos I'm quite busy on weekdays, paiseh ah.
Promised :D
-
But still,
cannot don't blog this.
This one, must must blog.
Thou' I am quite, high-, now,
I dunno why~ :D
I had to admit from the period from 5:10pm (after my meeting) till 5:40pm,
At least.
from the bus stop to the bus to the Lrt station to home,
I was sad.
D:
I'm wondering,
Why can't I just get things I want?
Why can't I have supernatural powers then if I want this, it will belong to me within five seconds.
Actually something happened and I saw something, uhm, maybe somebody.
Shan't say it here, kind of-
inconvenient.
But I was feeling rather bad.
Cos' it added on to something that happened throughout the whole of MAS,
& I had been thinking about it, for every, average, five minutes?
On the bus,
I heard this song on the bus,
The only relevant part is the first two sentences in the chorus.
For those who have nothing to do,
you can guess~
Back home,
I'm much much better.
:D
But I still blame the world,
okay, not blame.
Complain to the world,
why for me especially, things are often out of reach?
Turtle gave me my answer when I was feeding it:
"Because you're special and you definitely have to work extremely harder."
AWWWWW.
"But believe me, you will find yours someday, one that totally belongs to you,"
Turtle ate the last piece after struggling onto the stone.