335: Long words untold.
Tuesday, August 25 @ 22:30
Words that are not said for months,
it's time to say them out.
if..
1. you hate reading ahma stories & mushy feelings, you can skip this post.
2. you have no time yet you want to know why I am so secretive, you can stay on and read.
3. you have loads to say after reading and want to say them all out, just- mind your words used.
easy conditions eh,
here start:
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first,
sorry to Mingxun, Lionel & Kaiyang,
this blog, is about you all.
Might have offended you all in anyway, don't take it to mind & please forgive.
Today, I saw Kaiyang at the complab.
I din say hi, I din at least smile.
Today, during break, I admit I saw three of you.
I was actually scared that the waffle was done before you three were done.
I thank in my heart, the auntie for making the waffle out slowly enough.
Today, I saw Lionel at KAP.
I decided to write this.
Life's good in Sec 2, really fun.
But some stuffs happened, all my fault.
ite, we fell out.
I lost two close friends.
I have to admit something,
that decision to withdraw from thinkquest that year,
was totally not because of anyone of you.
I don't like to be work under such insecure environment, not not because of you three.
really.
All these happened,
everything had changed.
I doubt I can do anything now to save the situation,
cos I know it's rather late.
Just hope that you all can forgive whatever I said or did last year,
and treat me as a friend still.
Sorry, shifus.