352: Bleh leh.
Wednesday, September 23 @ 17:39
Sorry dad, I'm not going to listen to you for once.
I'll try my best to blog even I'm dammmm busy.
Like this week, like next next week eoys.
This week I'm freaking ._.
Come this Saturday I will be dropped dead.
Now got 15 minutes before I go down for another thing again, scoooop dinner.
So? Blog la, abuuuuurrrrden.
Today's assembly Mr Ho presented on Media Literacy.
He commented about, blogs and their favourite owners.
P.S. today's assembly was the most most sleepy one in these three years in HC.
He said, bloggers should watch their words when writing.
Ah, yes.
I agree, but if everyone is going to watch their words,
I agree, but if everyone is going to watch their words,
then go read newspapers la.
How dull will blogs be if they are all so careful and mindful?
No feelings no tone, might as well you find a robot here. ._.
I replied to dad say I won't listen to him for once today.
One word which came to my mind was "bleh"
VERY ANCIENT RIGHT.
Apart from those act-cute blehs you use to joke or flirt with girls/boys,
how long was it already, after the last time you said "bleh" with no intention and pure from your heart.
Childhood was far, we don't celebrate Children's Day anymore ya?
Memories of a child, a body who can do whatever he/she likes, and don't even need to care about other people's feelings,
you can "bleh", "don't like you", "hmph, you naughty", "orh hor! you die already!" so naturally when we have no intentions in our hearts.
Clean, as a child.
Come growing up, everything is with an objective and aim and an end in mind.
Life's never childish anymore, you're facing adults like yourself.
You become mature, you don't joke, you hate to smile with your teeth but get used to grin with a forceful muscle pulling from your back of your mouth.
We look back at childhood photographs.
Did my child in me go somewhere else?
Nah, it just played hide-&-seek, find it & call it back home, and you will find that,
this world, is so not child-ish.
"I hope I can smile again, but even if I can, where are all my smiling friends?"