If I tell you I am happy to leave,

I am faking you and I am obviously lying.

No matter how interesting and fascinating this China trip is going to be,

I will still feel sad.

Hm, not sad.

It's a weird feeling; I don't bear to go.

It's a strange comparison,

cos that time when I was leaving for Beijing for three months, I wasn't feeling anything.

Neutral.

This time, the feeling came so strong,

so many people came to say bye, and I want to scold for making me feel so down.

But I can't, and I appreciate.

Not like I am going to die right, not like I am not coming back right.

Oh if you think this blog will be stagnant for the next two months and revive only once it clicks 2010,

I will be updating this blog very often, uploading photos, writing diaries.

So stay put.

But subject to internet connection in China, always [:

Okay, I am sleeping,

then leaving great early tomorrow.

3:45am waking up, 5:30am at airport terminal 3, and 7:35am off to Shanghai.

Cheeeeeenaaaaaaaa!