375: Still, sorry.
Wednesday, April 14 @ 20:26
I am not afraid to tell everyone here that this is not the first time I offended someone that badly.
I have made many people annoyed and hate me, & I made public apologies on my blog as well.
Hahah, seems that blogging has another benefit!
Well, everyone has a sword because everyone here is here to fight.
Yep, FIGHT is the absolute right word here.
Fight for your life, fight for your happiness, fight away your stress, fight away your troubles, fight with others, fight in time of crises.
So first, if you don't have a personal sword, you're either someone who has supernatural powers or someone who is not supposed to be here in the human world.
Now next, everyone uses the sword.
Other than the above-mentioned functions, you use your sword at the wrong time too.
You take out your sword, you swing here and there, trying to attack or to attempt to self-defend.
Sometimes you're blind, and so the swinging-here-and-there is hazardous and dangerous.
And you know what will happen,
styrofoam board will get pierced across & cut into two pieces;
plastic bag will get pierced through & split into half;
animal will get pierced into & suffer and eventually die;
a belt try to bear with the pain but the pierce hole is formed;
and of course,
a human heart will get hurt and have a scar forever.
If you agree that:
1) You uses your sword;
2) Sometimes you uses your sword wrongly;
3) And when you use it wrongly, things go wrong,
continue reading, you're my friend, HAHA.
if not, it's okay, you're perfectly fine, but you may go cos you will not get my points below anyway.
I used my sword yesterday,
and unintentionally I stabbed someone really deep.
I was terribly sorry for that, really.
I plucked my sword out, but the scar is there, the blood is there, the pain is there.
Yes, I know, it's my fault to be so careless.
I admit it was mainly my fault, but why don't you think it's yours too?
Did you actually understand,
why I got blind, &
why I plucked out my sword in the first place?
If you understand,
you made me blind.
Because you attacked.
But you may say,
because my actions irritated you,
so you attacked.
Uh yes,
but if you could understand my actions,
you won't find my actions irritating and disturbing to you.
I am not trying to tell you to forgive me here,
it's so weird haha,
But I hope you could think reasonably, and think in my shoes.
But of course,
I admit it was my fault,
because I chose to be blind, because I chose to pluck my sword.
You may get angrier after you see this,
which I think it's going to be highly possible,
but I want you to know, nothing could be done now,
what I could do is to deliver the medicine, and for you to cheer up and heal as soon as possible.